Sunday, October 15, 2006

as of today, chainme.blogspot has ceased to exist permanently.

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12:59 AM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

REFLECTIONS

Watched my life pass me by in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day stuck in the shadow of my mistakes .

[Nick Lachey - What's Left of Me]

How apt.

11:11 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

I have so much to rant about that I have no idea where to begin. My head is like a virtual sphere of swirling madness, full of thoughts and feelings that I think it is going to burst if I choose to keep it all nicely tucked in the little corner of my brain. Insanity stems from everyday mundane things like annoying kids to life making decisions.

About annoying kids, I think that ALL kids need to be taught and reprimanded if need be about the dangers of being over-possessive. It gets very, very annoying and irritating to see children starting to wail when their grandmother, for example gets taken away by another grandchild to spend the night with. A grandmother is to be shared with by all the grandchildren and I think that this should be taught to every kid born on this planet. The ability to share is essential because it promotes goodness in children. If people know how to share, fights and arguments tend to minimise, compromise and accommodation takes place, and everyone is happy. Or so it seems. If selfishness continues to manifest itself, then haha, sharing must be some kind of sick joke. Should I were to have my way, I would have long ago started disciplining my child. It may take some time, the process may be long, but there is no harm in constantly reminding and reprimanding if need be. Parents, I think its time to buck up. You know who you are.

Annoying kids is one thing, but I am killing too much brain cells thinking about which uni to go to. The all time favourite "noose" or the relatively unknown "the other"? Both have it's merits and I simply cannot decide on where to head to. I've given myself deadline until Monday, 29 May to decide. Till then, we'll just see what happens.

Phew, that was a relief.

sidenote: I had much more to say, but I was not thinking coherently and yes, it's enough for the day=)

11:54 AM

Monday, October 17, 2005

=fly away=


Away on a long long journey elsewhere. Embedded deep deep down the sea. Till then.

6:32 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

=panic-strickened=


Its almost here. Almost. But panic came first.

8:54 AM

Monday, August 15, 2005

=time bomb goes BOOM!=

Hands up those of you who have seen me explode. Zero? One? Two? I must say that it is rare for people to see me explode but I did. Today. I felt so liberated after pouring out every single drop of anger and frustration. Thank you Murni for hearing me out. Thank you dear. I try to be nice and tolerate your nonsense, but just because I am patient and I dont seem to get angry, it doesnt mean that I wont. I forgive, but I dont forget.

I dont care if you are a guy.
I dont care if you think that only males can be leaders.
I dont care if you get straight As for As

But I care when you make us feel stupid.
I care when you question my leadership.
I care when you make fun of me.
I care when you try to outrun me even when you dont have to.
I care as long as you irritate me.

I've had enough of your incessant bragging.
I've had enough of your male ego.
I've had enough of you.
I want no more.

As it is, today is the final straw. I've been bottling it up for a year and a half, and then, you triggered it. But you are lucky, I still maintained composure and patience throughout the entire ordeal. The only thing I felt like doing was to turn to you, give you a hard tight slap, punch you in the face, kick you in the ass and run another preview of what I did for this year's hustings. Only this time, it is for real. And w.o.r.s.e.

8:22 PM

Sunday, August 14, 2005

=masked=


It hurts. Inside.


=the motor's not running=


I am the driver behind the stationary wheel.

10:52 PM